Falling even more into my depression, everything hurts, I’m still nauseous, I feel so alone. I’m useless, I can’t do anything and I have no money to buy anything for Naveen. The only positive thing I can say is that I get cards from the women of Beyond Morning Sickess and HelpHer.org, it feel good to know that I’m not alone and that there are people who know what I am going through. It’s more than I get from family…just one phone call or even a note would have made me feel better but I know better than to expect that. I don’t think I have ever been so depressed in my whole life before.
Still getting nauseous, especially at night. I take a whole unisom to help me sleep and it seems to work. I have now developed heart palpations that come on very quickly. I’m ready for him to come out and join the world instead of kicking me up in my belly and making me sick. Get out….but stay put until after my baby shower.